ok who knows much about making posts via email i want to be able to post sometimes from work and have no idea how to do it

I swear sometimes that I wish i wasn't here that i had a way out, Soemtimes its so hard not to say something So stupid that i will end up feeling worse. Over the last couple of weeks the ass has been complaining that on his phone he wants a family picture. Now the one he carried in his wallett I'm like fourteen in it, The ones we have around the house I can't be more than sixteen. His got my newphew on there which i put there.
So Anyway am going to work today only had a four hour shift but for $33 an hour i said what the hell, Anyway when he said so your finally going to work and I'm like what the hell I walk out the door thinking why the hell do i bother i didn't even say anything i said bye to my newphew and then left.

I feel like telling him sometimes when he says he wants a family picture, What the daughter that you make not feel good about herself that you can't give a stuff about, The youngest son that you don't pay attention to till his doing something wrong? The other son that you have somewhat more time for but hate his choice in job and think that he shouldn't be doing it. The son whom is buying the car off you and that his had to do nothing but get things repaired on it since then.
Or maybe want to take a trip to sydney and get one with the son that you have time and time again said you want nothing to do with, The one that ripped you off countless times.

The wife that your supposed to be looking after and spend more time sitting on your ass doing nothing and thinking you know everything that she should be doing.

I'm just so fucking pissed off right now, I was asked how was my youngest brother getting in my room to get stuff, And i said well with Cupboard for a window what do you expect and he said thats no problem, I shut my mouth and walked out of the room, I felt like saying what it's going to take you another four fucking years like the last one did?

Thing over the weekend were stupid I rang my brother John who is on a holiday so my nephew could speck to him which john didn't mind, Anyway my dad cracked it and told me to leave him alone. Then it was one thing after another that was my falught or that he used as an excuse to have a go at me, From how many book i carry around, To that i use a backpack when going out to the movies rather than a purse, One i feel safer with the smallbackpack that i have than a purse not only that I end up with my my newphews and little cousins stuff in the end anyway so what does it matter?

To my hair which i got cut on friday oh my hair was too dull to him, it's got to shine i thought what the fuck you dont' even wash your hair so what the fuck would you know.

It's just one thing after another i tell ya I'm ready to smash someone or something. It's pissing me off.

kimmers_81  and kimmers1891 went from 200 on my Friends list to 83
kimmers_81 went from 237 on my friends list down to 157

So if you want to view my posts, Add me to your friends list and I will add you to mine</div>

To Everyone that I agreed to send a Christmas Card to that if overseas, I appoligise about the delay I was so super Busy with work that I forgot to send them. There sitting right here on my desk at the moment.

I will be sending them out to everyone on Monday, But most people wont get them before Christmas I'm deeply sorry about this.

Thought that I would let everyone know about this

Wish List
Found this back in my last years entry, And Decided to post it again this year.

Step One
Make a post (public, friends locked, filtered, whichever you're comfortable with) to your journal. The post should contain your list of ten holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all -- something simple and practical for the medium (fanfiction, journal layout, icon, etc.); to medium-sized (DVD, CD, a smallish physical gift around ten or twenty dollars); or something large (computer, television ... angsty bishounen). The important thing is to make sure that these wishes are all things you really, truly want.

If you wish for real life things (not fanfiction or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your entry, whether it's your address or just your e-mail address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

Make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your journal, or link to this post so that the holiday joy can spread.

Step Two
Surf around your friends list (or friend's friends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. Now, here's the important part.

If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure -- if you have something you don't want that someone else does, something you won't use, or know where you can get something they want.

You don't need to spend any money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to give everyone the chance to be someone else's holiday elf and spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously (Secret Santa) or not -- it's your call.

There are no rules with this, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just wish and it might come true -- give and you might receive. And you will come away with the feeling of having made someone's holiday special.

This Years Wish List
1. Paid Livejournal for kimmers_81
2. Go somewhere fun and happy
3. Have a Good Christmas
4. Christmas Cards or Post Card
5. New Icons for all the shows i love
6. Time for Friends, To go out both online and offline
7. Little Nik Nacks from your part of Town (Anything that is where you live)
8. Music or Mp3s of Bands you like
9. Time to spend getting my board more popular
10. Time to get everything done i need to
11. Find a New place to live
12. Find an Outlet to vent about personal stuff
13. Peace on Earth
13. To Make new Friends Online and Offlie
ETA: email addy is kimmers81@gmail.com

sissi_blucas pointed me in the direction of this last year

Does anyone know where i can download the Ellen Episode where the Las Vegas Cast appear from, I missed seeing the entire thing and would like to download it.

Ok Need the help of Alias fans I've decided to start writing fic again, Now I've been on and off writing bits and piaces of this fic for a couple of years now.

The Basis of the story is Irina is good, But has been a deep cover Agent for years. Nadia didn't grow up in the Home with Sofia that is a cover story that she was adbonded in a home, But sofia was never around.

Vaughn grew up next door to Maria Sanitargo who also raised Lucia Sanitargo now Lucia is the daughter of Irina and Jack, But Jack sent her away with the housekeeper becuase she reminded her so much of irina. Sydney never knew that her sister knows Vaughn.

Now what i want to do is have Irina tell Sydney a story of how everything happened. I want to take key moments that made Sydney and Vaughn who they are. Him becoming her handler, Um Irina being taken into custody and stuff like that.

Now what i need from you guys, Is pick a scence example being when Irina was given acess to the CIA network I wrote a scence where Kendall spoke to Irina before it all and advised her what would need to be done, That because she knew the acess to the satalite that he would make it look like strings needed to be pulled to give her acess. Thats just brief but something like that.

Another one i was thinking of is when Sydney and Jack and Irina go off on a mission and Syd and Jack are in cells I'm havcing Irina contact her people so they know whats going on. So please if you can help me.

If your seeing this and not many other posts on my journal but you could till recently, That means that you've been removed from my friends list mainly because I've cut down the list comment and I will add you again.

My Wishlist

1. Christmas Card
2. Post Cards
3. Crossing Jordan on DVD
4. Icons/Art
5. New layout with all my favortie shows
6. Paid Photobucket Kimmers_81 or Kimmers_198
7. Paid time for kimmers_81 or kimmers1891
8. More time for friends
9. To go somewhere Tropical and wonderful
10. My New Computer (Hopefully granted by myself)

ETA: email addy is kimmers81@gmail.com 

sissi_blucas pointed me in the direction of this last year

Please Post your Wishlist links here, I'm currently going through my friends list and editing this post with links

Mine - http://www.livejournal.com/users/kimmers_81/206549.html

Ally - http://www.livejournal.com/users/pink_ananas/117867.html

Tina - http://www.livejournal.com/users/shortiegirl06/49532.html

Melissa - http://www.livejournal.com/community/secretsanta2005/816.html

Courtney - http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/registry.html/002-9176722-1136864?%

Star - http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/ref=cs_top_nav_wl/104-1089451-1020753

holiday_wishes Post yours here as well

PS if anyone has a cheat sheet on how to post links, Then let me know mine never works.

I hate computers I really do hate them, It looks like to get my mouse working again am going to have to format my hard drive. The plugs on my computer are getting so bad that they wont work otherwise. The system that I want is going to cost almost eight Hundered dollars and being that i didn't get what I wanted today means that got to buy it myself.

My net ADSL has been fixed and thats ok but can't use it till the new modem arrives. Then can use that service. Worked out saving 100 a fornight can buy it by Christmas, But don't think that computer is going to last that long. So decided to put some money away and hopefully first payment in october am a little better off that way I can buy it then.

Credit to pure_shores18 I've pinched this stuff from the amazing and wonderful her.

BEN & JEN'S STEAL-AWAY WEDDING IN PARADISE

This time of year, sunset comes to the Parrot Cay resort in the Caribbean about 7:30 p.m. It's an enchanted moment, as a hush falls over the tiny, secluded island in the Turks and Caicos chain and the loudest sound to be heard is that of waves slapping against white coral sand. It was in this intensely romantic twilight moment that Jennifer Garner and Ben Affleck chose to exchange wedding vows on the beach on June 29.

ROMANCE ON THE BEACH
And Jen, four-months pregnant with Ben's baby and wearing a generously cut white Empire-waisted wedding dress with a green sash, couldn't have looked lovelier — or happier, while Ben looked thin and trim in a cream-colored suit. It appears that Jen's old friend — and TV dad — Victor Garber officiated at the simple nondenominational ceremony. Afterwards, a source says Jen leaped into her new husband's arms, hugging and kissing him before they headed back up the beach to a small reception at Bruce Willis' luxurious villa (he had loaned it to old friend and Armageddon co-star Ben), where they and their guests celebrated with champagne and cake.

An eyewitness told Star that the couple appeared ecstatic. "Ben and Jen looked like they were in total bliss. They were bathed in golden sunlight, the sunset was absolutely perfect and it was a very beautiful scene. Jen had a huge smile on her face, and Ben seemed to be cradling her — he was very protective of her. There was a lot of love between them." Their low-key surprise wedding — a solitary friend, holding a single white calla lily, and a photographer accompanied the couple and Garber onto the beach, and just a few select friends watched from nearby — was the culmination of months of rumors and speculation.

1. First grade teacher's name: To be honest can't rememeber
2. Last person you kissed: My newphew LOL. Um not sure the last guy its been a while.
3. Last word you said: Love you to my newphew when he left
4. Last song you sang: Since you've been gone
5. Last person you hugged: newphew
6. Last thing you laughed at: Soemthing on tv
7. What's in your CD player: Mixed cd
8. Who is your favorite star/s: way too many to list
9. What socks are you wearing: woolen ones as its winter
10. What's under your bed: lots and lots of mess that needs to be cleaned
11. Current status: single
12. Current taste: what?
13. Current Hairstyle: Straight layered
14. Current clothes: slacks socks sneakers singlet top and thick wollen jumper
15. Current Hate: My mothers cooking
16. Current longing: Nice hot man
17. Current desktop picture: Water fall
18. Current worry: That I'm not wanted
19. Current Love: Steve Burton and Kelly Monoco
20. Story behind your username: um lets see um someone called me that one day and it stuck
21. Current favorite article of clothing: Blue thick jumper
22. Favortie item: um mp3 player
23. Last CD that you bought: can't remeber
24. Favorite place to be: Somewhere open and no one around for miles.
25. Least favorite place: Home
26. Time you wake up in the morning: Normally six thirty or seven
27. If you could play a new instrument, what would it be: um keyboard more
29. Current favorite word/saying: Kewl
30. Favorite book: Hollywood Dirvocees
31. Favorite Movies: Um First Daughter, Monster in Law, Cindrella STory
34. One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Um lets see old friends
35. Favorite day: Guess would be my birthday
36. Where do you want to go: USA
37. What is your career going to be: I have no clue but hopefully soon i will know
38. Who is your best friend/s: Not really sure I can't remember the last time i saw or talked to my friends
39. What kind of car do you have: None
40. A random lyric: Can't remember
41. Eye Color: Brown
42. Hair Color: Very Very Dark brown
43. Righty or Lefty: left
45. Zodiac Sign: Virgo
46.Innie or Outtie: Innie


DESCRIBE...

47. Your heritage: Irish and German
48. The shoes you wore today: sneakers
49. Your hair: thought you already asked this.
50. Your weakness: Ice cream
51. Your fears: being alone
52. Your most recent secret?: That I barley see my friends anymore
54. Your thoughts first waking up: want to go back to sleep
55. The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Eyes
56. Your bedtime: 10.30 set myself routine
57. Your most missed companion: ? Jsut about everyone
58. Your perfect pizza: Veggie
59. Sweet and Chewy or Salty and Crunchy: not sure
60. Single or group dates: Single
61. Dogs or Cats: cats
62. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither
63. Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
64. Cappuccino or coffee?: neither
65. Smoke: yucky
66. Curse: frequently
67. Sing: all over the place
68. Take a shower everyday: for sure
69. Have a crush: not at moment
71. Think you've been in love: not sure but thought that i was
72. Want to go to college: Done some of it want to go back
73. Want more than what you got: Diffently
74. Want to get married: Yeah hopefully one day i do
75. Type with your fingers in the right place: yeah for sure
76. Think you're attractive: Not really not always prouad of the way i look
77. Think you're a health freak: yeah right
78. Get along with your parents: not a lot
79. Play an instrument: somewhat
IN THE PAST 3 months
80. drink: uh... in general? yeah
82. Done a drug: prescription yes other nope
83. Made Out: nope
84. Go on a date: nah
85. Eaten an entire box of Oreos: ofcourse
86. Eaten sushi: yes
87. Been dumped: no
88. Made homemade cookies: nah which is strange
89. Caused a fire: no
90. Gone skinny dipping: no
91. Dyed your hair: nope
92. Stolen anything: no

HAVE YOU EVER..
93. Had too much to drink: got drunk yeah
94. Been caught cheating: nope
95. Been called a tease: Yeah and a Flirt
96. Gotten beaten up: yeah
97. Changed who you were to fit in: Yeah always
98. Cried at something beautiful: ? yeah
99. Spent too much money on something you didnt need? Who hasn't
100. Cried when someone died?: For sure

I've recently had to cut down the people on my friends list, It's just due to not having a lot of time.
Now If you've been removed and want to be put back on then go ahead and ask again, I mostly removed a lot of communties, But i also removed some people that haven't updated in a while.

I might have removed people i don't mean to but go ahead and ask me to put you back on to read my posts.

Congrats to Cammy (tipperdip ) and Her family on the welcome addition to their Family a new bouncing boy.

Check out her journal for links to pictures